斯斯のㄖ記

Sunday, May 15, 2011

It's a dream
A bad dream
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When I woke up
Its tears around my eyes corner
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everything seem like real
everything seem like true
i dreamed we get rob
i run into house
trying to get knife
but
my grandma was killed by the robber
in front of me
my sister get threat

The heartbeat very quickly
I can't sleep
i think of you
we used to be good friend last time
I told you whatever i dreamed
but now
its
used to be

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Last Forever

Another day

回忆

did you see before the rainbow at night?

this is taken on 2007 , by w810i. not clear..
if you see, please tell me..

Second , i miss my room.
this is when nearly SPM , i was study sejarah that time.
NOW, the room is clean like hotel..
but , it has many dust :P

Third , is movie ticket
i should update always.
since i love to watch movie at cinema..
here ticket collection is from 9th oct 2006

Fourth , is bookmark.
these is the bookmark that i do , when i nearly spm.
for my classmate , for my kai jie , and for him(2)

and
this is the bookmark that i love the most..
and
put a heart to make it.
hope him appreciate much as i thought

Fifth , is genting..
last sem 17-18/4/2011
i went to genting 2D1N with my collegues.
the first time , i have been so crazy with them.
we played all games (outdoor) , included the kids games.
thanks you guys..
i love the weather than here ><

Sixth , my secondary life
why all girl no boy?
because i study in girl school :)
that the memory i have with them
we brought our camera to school everyday when form 5
we capture all the memories..
i miss you all <3

seventh , is all about national service
IF i didn't go for national service,i would not know how fun it it.
If i join the AFS [AFS L INK ]
is luckily that i didn't go for Switzerland for 1 year
i still at Malaysia and join NS.

eighth, is kl trip on 25th july 2009.
we went to education far, time square ect
left picture is my kai jie. she came ts to find me..
right is my classmate , that smile at camera is cheryl ,
she has camera sense :P

and this is shuyin , she like to play :P

nineth , family
she is my mom, does she look young?
actually she has 50+ years old..ssshh :P
i love her, mother always teach us how to grow :)

this my family.
celebrate my father birthday. which is eat together, and i pay for that :/
i appreciate to spend time with my family.
cause i not always has a chance to see my father.
he always out station working.
sometime 1 month back once , sometime 3-4 only back once.
and my sister too.
study at sarawak , 1 year , only saw her 2 -3 time. not even CNY ><

and last, is about me.
does its look different?
when my childhood and now..:)

i love to drink when i sad.

when i present look.
and
i miss my long hair ><

long hair suit or short hair suit for me :P

cheers.with a happy ending :)

等他信息的十分钟

第一分钟，你觉得他在看着短信，

第二分钟，你觉得他在回复着你，

第三分钟，你开始检查手机有没有短信，

第四分钟，你开始在想他为什么那么慢回复，

第五分钟，你开始安慰自己说他没看见，

第六分钟，收起了手机以为等下就能收到回复，

第七分钟，掏出手机来看，你以为已经过了好久了，

第八分钟，你开始灰心了，你觉得他不会回复了，

第九分钟，你有股冲动想要再发封短信给他，

第十分钟，你打好了信息，最终却还是删除了...

第二十分钟，你的心情已经开始不好了，

第三十分钟，你还是希望能收到他的回复，

第四十分钟，你始终还是再发了封简讯给他，

第五十分钟，原本美好的心情已经完全被破坏了，

一个小时后，虽然依旧希望得到回复，但你已经绝望了...

几个小时后，在乎的心还是给了你一点希望，

你再一次检查你的手机，他回复了，

他问你发生了什么事情，你心中一暖，

你的气全消了，但你已经不知道该怎么回他了，

因为你再也找不回在你发送简讯给他时的感受了...

可他竟然回复你了，不回复他又好像对不起自己，

等待了那么久，难道自己为的不就是他的回复吗？

好想也让他试试等待的感受，但你舍不得，

与其说你舍不得，倒不如说你根本就不会不回复他...

可在你回复了他以后，换来的，

却又是一次漫长的等待...

没有人值得你一再地找寻，

没有人值得你一再地等待，

如果你知道他很忙，那你就不应该打扰他，

如果你知道他不忙，可他回复你却异常的慢，

你该知道，他根本就不在乎你，

他回复得那么慢，你又何苦那么紧张回复他呢？

别怕你回复得慢，他就不会再回复你了，

真正在乎的人，无论再忙，也会想尽办法回复你，

真正在乎的人，无需你找，他也会自动地想起你...

不得空，没时间，没看见一切均属不够爱的借口，

当你爱一个人时，你会让你爱的人找不到你吗？

你知道你会不得空，你会要你爱的人傻傻等你吗？

如果你不会，为什么他会呢？

答案你心中该有数...

it's meaningful.....